so many papers

1st paper of the day: ENG106 reflection paper

2nd paper of the day: COMA192 researcher’s notebook

3rd paper of the day: PANTAS applicants’ stories (critique)

and my revisions for my fiction story to be passed next week.

the life of a Communication Arts students  major in Writing.

i oh so love to write. what i hate are the deadlines!

nurture your relationships

why do we get broken hearts? why do we long for love if love has failed us to feel the completeness and happiness that we have hoped for?

maybe it is because there is a glimpse of hope that someday, somewhere we will be able to get hold of it.

I’ve recently read a bulletin post of one of my friends in friendster. i got sad to know that she’s not having a good relationship with the father of her child.

then i heard the news that one of my friends will be married next year. yes, it is already planned.

i noticed a couple on the street who’s shouting at each other and on the other side is a group of persons laughing out loud.

different events. different relationships. different persons. but we all need affection. we all need love. we all need companionship. we all need our friends. we all need to belong. we need someone. we need the others. we need all of it because it defines our lives.

I personally do not want to have an empty life. a life that just go by the habit. wake up-eat-study-work-sleep. What a boring life i will have without friends, lover, family, and the other persons around me that bring joy to my life.

but heart aches do come. and so is struggle and pain. what matter most is that we have companions that will help us along the way. simple persons in our lives that touches our hearts and souls are necessary to have a wonderful life. we must, in return, be a blessing to others.

let your love be known. reach out. go out. make friends. connect to other persons. live your life in a way that you will have the least regrets to say when you’re already at your death bed.

for the nth time

i was suppose to wake up and get out of bed b y 7am. then some evil forced me to stay and i haven’t noticed the alarm. s***** morning. the thing is, i’m supposed to wake up somebody…arrrgggghhhh..

what a morning.

where are you?

i noticed that there were less children selling sampaguita garlands in UPLB. i don’t know if it was just i was not able to stay in the Cpark for a while or something happened while i was in LOA.

i hope that the reason for it was that their parents found a better job.

just wondering.:)

i’ve lost what is not mine

i found a flashdisc while walking along Grove.

then, i lost it. i must have forgotten it in the internet cafe.

well, at least it was not my OWN flashdisc that was lost. i would be in hell if that happens right now ’cause there are so many files in there and i do not have saved it somewhere else. :X

bits and pieces

“Sometimes there’s no one to listen to what you really might like to say at a certain moment. The paper will always listen.” ~ Naomi Shihab Nye

I certainly agree to it. In todays technology, we might also say that ‘the keyboard’ and ‘wordpress’ would listen. yeah! love it!

people don’t always need to talk to someone. sometimes, lurking in the corner of my bed with no one beside me and just staring at a certain spot makes me feel at peace. i remembered the book Tuesdays with Morrie. there was a paragraph about silence. with all the noise that our environment feeds at us, don’t we just love if silence would visit us at a certain moment? i do love silence in certain times of my day.

in a rush

i’m a sucker for failures. i don’t want it. believe me, i’m trying my best to pass all my subjects this sem. but i’m not attending my classes again. damn. i know. i need more motivation.

i think paying attention to my finacial needs and the urge to have a job also have something to do with it. i’m in a rush! i don’t like it.stop me.put all your hand signals on me, please.